" I feel guilty because if I hadn’t gone home that way, this would never have happened.
I know I shouldn’t think that way, but I can’t help it."
"Even though I know it happened, it still feels surreal.
It’s hard to take it in and really understand it. "
"I can’t remember much about the first few weeks after it happened.
Most of it is just a blur."
"It was so hard to go out, even to the shop.
I didn’t feel safe."
"I went from being angry to sad
and back again
all the time."
"For me, the trial was a kind of rehabilitation.
At any rate, I felt better afterwards."